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ANGER. 21st August '11

Sunday, August 21, 2011

I had a fight with my younger brother(12 yrs old ). That was exciting but not funny!obviously, It was embarrassing to fight at this age (16). I am forever rebellious and he is always stubborn. Nobody can get into my way because I had enough. I think these fights,quarrels and spouting of nonsense are what I have been influenced by the environment I am living in.

No matter what, I would go crazy when I am really angry. One's patience is limited. Mine has reached the top.He cried and retaliated just because the cane accidentally "TOUCHED" his eyes. I didn't do it on purpose. He's really getting on my nerves.Forget it, I always feel guilty when his tears flow down. I am a human okay. I apologized but what to do when he just couldn't reflect whats wrong with him. I always thought of whats wrong with myself, now I know.

My bad temper is the root of all these problems.Who have I learn all these from? Why can't I negotiate peacefully with him? Am I really pressurized? Or is this natural? Whatever it is, I guessed nobody knows what going on with me because I am looking for the answer as well .Just one advice to those who are not feeling good right now for whatever reason. DO NOT THROW YOUR TEMPER because IT DOES YOU NO GOOD. I am am now cooling down. The game would still go on when my father comes back. Then another war will roll in. Am I prepared? Hmmmm, OH GOD! Please stop crying! WTH! I AM REALLY IN DEEP TROUBLE. bye... gonna stay calm.

SMIL3Z~